MisunDersTooD

yah! soooooo this is goin to be a touchin emotional one! grab ur KLEENEX...i kid i kid

I woke up a month and 2 weeks ago n deleted alot of things..some harder than others..some i never thut i wud have to..some i never thut i cud but alas....My back bone is bac in FULL force...so i went thru some serious depression state..i phink i had it comin sha.....Love is blind o! abi or was i jus too excited to take a deep breathe for common sense! ill b the judge ( abeggie ooo jus read)

i almost kolo finish ova man o! but sha the good ppl in my life helped knoc some real sense into me before they fit send me go pysh ward...

so yea...one day i deleted some ppl that i kno to God if i saw them today i wud piss in my pants jus cause i cant face them or i jus dont really want too or cause they'll never understand...but sha i feel hella relieved...they were takin up space they didnt work for..they were leadin me astray from my values..... i love those ppl from a distance tho..... but in all i regained my SELF....i was sooo caught up tryn to please others i forgot to Please me! but u kno there r some ppl no matter how much u try to push them away they never leave...n those were the ones that carried my depressen self up, help me stand on my two feet, regain confidennce n pushed me to live to my best!!! i love u for U....U kno urself! if u ever see this! i thut i cud write it all but kina not in d mood....mayb later...

lets update on Mr. Trouble
See me si wahala o Mr T...
nowadays he's feelin like big bhoi ..

::u see i initially entertained the thut of him as revenge....spiteful! i kno but shit mhen omo...feelns were hurt...then it turned into somethin else, the art of lust::

so sha Mr. T is always cheesin sayn the right things....shit cant fool me or can it...
BUT..dis pikin has serious phone problems! as in unreachable!

Sha alot of unannuounced n unplanned dates lata....omo gets comfortable to go for a kiss...lai lai...no way! we're not quite der mister! he even inserts his humble new purchase of private space...idiotic reference ( cause me only noted....NEVER BE IN CLOSED SPACE WITH THOU)...sha i wonder wat space i wud gree him if he wasnt sooo Trouble....serious trouble....plus serious Playa...Run for dear life!

Ironically...i once felt..after this past relationship..i was jus goin to do watever wit who ever...i dont care anymore...why try to be good....deprive myself of good love ;-) for some stupid bastard to unappreciate it..but my conscience no gree (actively workin on it)...sooo hence no KISS n TELL....gawd !

So yeaaaa i hate to break the news...but Mr. T will be annoyed, infact he is extrememly annoyed, by my tease! when in fact i jus want tooooo.....















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Kiss him back n may b more! sike jus Kiss o for now!
dis days i seem to only lurk for trouble! i dont know..is this a revelation! i like goiz dat r complete opposites of my identity n it baffles me.....