part 2

ooooo....before i continue from my Jist.....remember my post on my Friend....mehn i miss this friend o but i jus dont kno wat to do...i have prayed about it n im jus blah...like the friend has called me since my last post...in addition to my recent extra busy life...i wasnt in the mood to speak to the friend cause i feel the friend doesnt know how much i love them even tho i have my moods n my outlooks which r complete opposite of theirs....well i hope to return the call before i relapse on my new yrs resolution to improve my communication skills.....God hear me ooooo...i dont wana looose this person but i dont kno if our time is up... :-(

..sooo yea where did i leave of...Toaster 3....we have kept n line of communication...but i dont forsee anythin...( did i mention he was cute)....o yea i didnt clarify...or did i ..not sure..gf, matter of fact, WIFEY, as in serious gf came sha..so we all lookin at each other..in my mind i was jus laffn as in could tis possibly b my soap opera...sha i boned , stay a bit..didnt want to seem RASH .....nad to think he keeps callin...as in no shame in his game...but gf na non-Naija...so she no code is lingo....poor thing...so oo na so it b....n now there are 2...
Long story eh!

see me o....i never seem to get "ME- TIME" i go love ooo...theres always another one knockn....like even tho i like it..well it makes me vain...but sha sometimes i wish there wasnt a toaster so i can get used to me..JUST ME again...its being a minute....well not really since it was JUST ME....n im enjoyin being free to explore me, date freely...n etc...u get the point...we shall see sha...mayb God knos i love to love....
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BUT..THE BEST PART OF VALS DAY WAS my BROTHER...mhen i love that boy to death MHEN.i swear sometimes i get scared of loosin my fam....n e who...let me not spoil the mood....THAT boy is goin to make some woman sooo happy ..i swear....even tho he's younger..hes soooo insightful n thutful...durin my well dramatized life endin relationship drama...he held me down like no other.....n on vals day he came to spend the day wit me ...welll til toaster 2 took over.....bought em flowers n chocolates n wrote me a poem.....gosh i felt soo loved i swear...i never knew he listened to me that much...
MY BROTHER N TOASTER 2 WORKED VERY WELL IN HAND.......
SOOOO yeaaaa my VALENTINES DAYS was surprises welll appreciated....i feeel sooo loved....a yr makes a whole lot of difference...diff kind of LOVE....Love that makes u wanna live forever....THANK YOU GOD FOR HEARING ME THOSE NIGHTS I NEVER WANTED TO WAKE UP THE NEXT MORNIN....I KNO U SAW THESE COMIN....
P>S> i cant wait to sseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Maryyyyyyyyy JJJJJJJJ...shes my idol....like i lov her to peices....
I love my FAM, FRIENDS, TOASTER, EX's, BLOG FAM, everyone...im jus in a lovn mood....i mean i cudnt ask for n e thing more.....
A day i thut wud make me cringe turned out the complete opposite....albeit i still dont validate valentines day o...its jus the thuts behind the actions that made me make FEB 14, 2008 an exceptional one....i made alot of realizations...Thank you GOD>....m so greatful....
o yea I LOVE my Friends...even the ones i let go.....